〉 Friday, July 15, 1892, Preston, Victoria, Australia, Ellen White to O. A. Olsen
Friday, July 15, 1892, Preston, Victoria, Australia, Ellen White to O. A. Olsen
[O. A. Olsen was General Conference president from 1888 to 1897.] (MR728 23)
This is indeed a physical weakness for me, and almost absolute dependence upon others. So new is this experience to me that I have felt amazed that it should be so. But though almost helpless in body, in heart I feel no sense of age. (MR728 23.2)
This week I have been enabled to commence writing on the life of Christ. Oh, how inefficient, how incapable I am of expressing the things which burn in my soul in reference to the mission of Christ! I have hardly dared to enter upon the work. There is so much to it all. And what shall I say, and what shall I leave unsaid? I lie awake nights pleading with the Lord for the Holy Spirit to come upon me, to abide upon me. (MR728 23.3)
I walk with trembling before God. I know not how to speak or trace with pen the large subject of the atoning sacrifice. I know not how to present subjects in the living power in which they stand before me. I tremble for fear lest I shall belittle the great plan of salvation by cheap words. I bow my soul in awe and reverence before God and say, “Who is sufficient for these things?”—Letter 40, 1892, 4. (MR728 23.4)